Midnight Carnival chp02

 Disturbing eMail

Ah it's a day, a daylight. It's so bright that I can't open my eyes as soon as I woke up. Hmm it's 2 PM, damn it's middle of a day, worst and brightest daytime, and to top it all off it's so damn hot. And… what to do now, what to do? Daytime is boring, nothing to do. Well let's push the power button on my pc, it's like a little morning ritual… it sucks damn it. So empty life of mine this is, I need a big change, but what I can do with this kind of body? Oh well, I'll first put some coffee, and storm my brain later so he can't even think about nonsense. 25 years old, a youth without life, some of old folks would say: "Where is this world headed to?" I'd say just it's not world to put a blame on, it's as with youth that don't see how to spend it joyful. It's like someone robbed me off ability to enjoy my life, instead I feel depressed and way too much bored. Oh great, now I'm out of cigs. That means I have to go and buy new tobacco, just what I needed a walk on this hot day.  Oh ok, ok need for nicotine was victorious, over my shear will of laziness.
Outside is even worse, all those people with happy faces staring at me. Like I'm some side show carnival freak. I hate it, so I'll plug my ears with earphones. Lucky me that I have cellphone with mp3 support and big memory card, now I can drift off in my fantasy worlds. Damn this day seems long and hot, even if I switched on air conditioner. It's 5 PM now, hmm time goes pretty fast. 3 hours passed I didn't do anything, oh well it's better that way, the end of this day will come quickly.

Now I'm ready for everything, coffee, pack of cigs, my pc, music and internet.
Ok let's check mail first, hmm nothing interesting… oh and that promised mail didn't come. Huh? Wait a second there, am I hoping to get it? Am I expecting something? This is funny, now what am I doing at all? Waiting for some… strange mail, in front of my screen all day. Even thinking about it… Email, Carmellia, that dating site, this whole situation. This isn't like me at all, it's worse than thinking about my miserable life… The hell!  Whole my life, I wasn't even thinking about this stupid things, I was happy with my solitude and my best and only friend, my pc. So why now? Is that youth madness that everyone talk about, finally got me too? I'm not a teenager damn it all, this is frustrating. Is this start of a change, if it is it doesn't feel so good. Well I complained to myself that I need one bad, oh well a change is a change… Am I gone nuts? I don't even know myself anymore, maybe I'm crazy from the start, or maybe I really do need a change in my miserable life. Anyway I just need to calm down and chill out, everything is perfectly normal, nothing changed, I am me as I was always. It's just a stupid mail, once I got it and see what it's written in it, everything will be alright. It's 8 PM, my playlist was looping for about an hour or two, goth music perfectly fitted for background, to brake the silence.  It's starting to get dark, even at night summer heat is killing me. But it's great there isn't sun and it isn't so bright outside. The bad thing is that people are still crowded as ants on street. They all smile, and try to look happy, but life isn't that bright and happy in this age and day. Most of them are shallow and empty inside, false joy, need for adventure, or some great changes in life, they all boast about love, sex and relationships.
Girls pull guys for their noses like some dogs, guys look at them just as another meat and drooling as if girls are some candy. It's a pitiful game I think, a pitiful game of this twisted society. Where those that are different, are seen as scarecrows. Or those that are popular amongst people, are seen as clowns by us scarecrows. But aside from that in nighttime world seem so beautiful, full of colors on the sky and on the streets, yet again so dark. It's just like some video game with unlimited number of possibilities and routs. Ouch I drifted off again deep in thoughts, and I said I'll stop thinking about stupid things.
Oh wow look at time, it sure fly by when I'm deep in thoughts, it's a around 12 AM. A dangerous time full of danger, foul creatures, and of course adventure!!! Well that's something that exists only in fantasies, hmm maybe I'll write something epic one day. Like Dark hour adventure, or some spooky thing… dunno. Oh there is a new mail in my inbox, let's see, let's see what it says, I hope it isn't a spam mail… and yeah recently my mail got hacked damn those lunatics. I had a headache returning it back. Anyway the mail say… It's from Carmellia, wha??? I thought I hid the mail on that site??? Damn it! Now I'm furious, great! Ok let's see what's written finally.

Content of mail:
"Hi there, Carmellia here. It's nice weather this night too, nice chilly breeze. You should take a walk by river it's beautiful. Well you can't see the moon because of clouds, but regardless it's still beautiful. Oh pardon me, I got sidetracked again. The thing I want to ask of you is that I want you, to go to the Century tattooist and ask for black unicorn tattoo. You'll get a bank account, from which you can take money on your cellphone via sms. I'll need you to do it till sundown in 3 days period. Please can you do it? You promised me."

What is this??? Some kind of sect recruitment? What the hell!?? Is she crazy??
She thinks I'll keep that promise? The hell I will! This is crazy! I'll reply at once, and make it clear. No deal, you sicko!!! Huh? Damn mail is locked, I can't reply. Oh well all I need to do then is ignore it, and everything will be alright