Midnight Carnival chp01

Lonely Night

Yet another young night is here, another magically looking moon is born.
Yet again this is another night of solitude, boredom and lonely atmosphere.
Low lighted room, cold walls and my computer are my only friends tonight again.
Lost in time and space I wonder, how many years passed like this, how long will this emptiness torment me from inside out.
What I did to deserve this kind of punishment, to deserve this crippled body, shattered mind and weak soul.
Why? God why? Whose sins are on my back? What for I need to suffer and repent like this?
Another sad night without stars this is, another cloudy dark sky above me, and it reminds me sometimes on myself.

While enjoying my favorite music on my PC, I wander over and over again.
Will I be alone till the end, till my last days of breathing on this world. Even so I'll be myself till the very end, waiting for that end to come in front of my eyes. In that absence in thoughts I got new mail in my inbox. It says "Welcome to Blue moon dating site, you have special invitation." … Blue moon, what is this… Ok let's see what is written inside.
"Welcome new user! You got special invitation from one of ours golden members. Just click on this link to sign up for free. No fees for a 3 months, you can't miss this chance to get yourself a nice date."
That sound fishy and lame….. Oh well let's see it, it won't hurt…. I hope so there isn't some nasty virus behind this link. I'm in so… what now… Enter your name, your surname, your email address, your password, date of birth, your reasons here, your credit card number, your sexual orientation, your free pass key, etc… Alright, first of my name and surname,… Ok all done here, now let's begin with this. Set your profile details… What more crap? Do they need a number of my shoes, pants and my penis size? For crying out loud, just let me in… Oh great now I have to put even photo to get online… Ok let it be, I'll put some crappy one, there! Ok I'm in now finally, so what now? Ummm… Let's see…  Here on the user list are some pretty nice photos… Oh wow they all look like actresses, damn I feel down for putting that crappy photo earlier. Umm I'm invited as I remember from one of gold members… Let's find out who is that gold member, or maybe that was some cheap crap to lure me on this dating site… Hmmm… Oh great as free user I can't access the gold member list, ok I'll just sniff around for a while, until I get bored with it that is. So about an hour past by really quickly with me sniffing around the site. I'm like amazed how this date site look nice, the flash design is awesome, nice gothic fonts, great scary atmosphere, just like night full of vampires and warewolves from horror movies. Just as I thought, flash designer know his way around with flash animations. Anyway it's midnight, it's cool site and all that, but I got bored…
So let's do something more interesting, first of all to change playlist of music I'm listen to. Just as I changed my playlist, I got private message on that dating site "Blue moon"
Hmmm it's icon is golden coin… hmm golden member perhaps… Crap, ok let's see what it says. You got invitation to golden chat from Carmellia, and there is a link below message. Ok I clicked it alright, hmm why they put loading screen for a simple chatroom? Umm oh well I'll see why pretty soon, As I finished that thought I got into room. No wonder there was a loading screen, even in chatrooms they putted flash animations. The dark feeling, with black background and yellowish gold gothic fonts, and glowing silver full moon in the upper right corner, that dead tree in the middle look great, far away cloudy night with night breeze animation. Really awesome looking dark goth chatroom, I take off my hat to the designers. Well as I see there are only two of us in the chatroom, Carmellia and me… Umm well is she waiting for me to click on her.. what the hell? Ok, ok let it be, let it be… It's just freakin annoying, enough is enough if she suck I'm so out of here. Oh a new window and new animation… big red moon sound of craws and flying bats… Ok.. it's ok… classic…  chat:

Me: Hi there, is there anything you wanted to chat about?

Me: Since you sent me invitation, there is something important I guess.

Carmellia: Hi there Brandon, how is tonight's sky? Is it clear from your window?

Me: Wha…? How do you know me? and anyway who are you? If I'm allowed to ask?

Carmellia: Oh I almost forgot…I'm so sorry, where are my manners. I'm Carmellia Nosthradus, it's my pleasure to meet you Brandon Gladius. Nice surname name of a Roman sword…  Is your personality same as your surname? I hope it is, I hope it isn't like rusted sword. And yes I do know of you, as how do I know you… well…
Let's say that is a little secret for now, shall we?

Me: Secret? What is this? Is this some kind of game? Anyway is there anything you want to talk about? For example… tonight's weather, food, music, books, movies or just to get to know each other better? Or you want to ask me something?

Carmellia: Hahahahaha…….

Me: What's so funny? I asked about normal things. Is that funny to you?

Carmellia: Well it is somehow interesting and refreshing to meet someone like you here. So yeah it is a little funny, if you look at it in a way like, a little puppy is in wolf's den.

Me: Are you mocking me Carmellia?

Carmellia: Oh no, please excuse me and my manners, I ask if you can forgive me….

Me: Ahh what a heck now… damn it… ok… ok. I'll forgive you for now, but please be careful. I'm not a fool, or at least I hope so.

Carmellia: Hahaha, funny guy I see. Good I like that, well can I ask of you something?

Me: Sure thing, feel free to ask.

Carmellia: Tomorrow at around this time you'll get a new email, with all you need to know in it. Can I ask you to read it, and to promise me that you'll uphold it?

Me: Ok, that isn't hard I guess, if that is all there is?

Carmellia: Yes, that is that is all for tonight, now I have to go. Goodbye for now.

Me: Ok, bye and good night.


Carmellia left the chatroom!

Ok. I'm off too, it's enough for tonight. Damn what is this all about? Who or what is she? Should I avoid this place? This whole situation? Or should I ply along and see what's going on? Hmm I feel sleepy, oh well I'll think about it other time. Goodnight me. 

[Odgovori]

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